Randomness

It’s getting really hot here again. After relative coolness of the last week, I feel like I’m going to boil any moment now. Well, not when I’m in the office. We have fantastic air-conditioners here, or at least that’s what I think now.



Yesterday I got back to the dancing classes. Hadn’t been attending ever since mid-May and realized that I missed this part of my life way too much. But first I left for UK and Switzerland, then I had some issues with the previous job, and then the new one started, so it somewhat ruled out my return. I am happy now though. We have this amazing dance to “Bring me to life” by Evanescence. Can you imagine how epic strip dance to this song can be? Believe me, you can’t :))

Plus, dancing has always been there for the last 11 years. A lot of stuff has changed since then, but dancing was like an anchor for my sanity. Something that I could rely on to being stability whenever I needed it most. I think it would do good now that I have a period of huge changes in life, what with my terrible heartbreak and new job, and lots of stuff I have to deal with :( Dancing seems like the only way to actually deal with all of that so far.

Some babbling now… Last weekend I went to see Eclipse, and although I have already posed all I could about it on my LJ, I am sort of bored enough to repeat myself.

A little torn apart here… I loved the books, and I all but swallowed all 4 of them in no time


The movies were a constant disappointment though and I still have no idea what exactly made me what them all. Curiosity perhaps, or maybe hope. I wish they were better.

Eclipse was… well, dull, empty, one-time movie that I hardly imagine watching again. Most of actors looked like they were bored like hell to film it, I almost expected them to start yawning any moment. The faces were emotionless and blank most of time. I remember the book – not as well as if I’d read it last week, but more or less clear, and it was really, really interesting and intense. Movie, on the other hand, lacked all of that. I didn’t exactly want to stand up and read, but when the movie was over, it was almost a relief that I am free to go, finally!

Plus, what can be worse than listening to Bella and Edward talking about pros and cons of marriage? It was so ridiculous! Will you marry me? – Only if you turn me! – No way. Oh, okay, I’ll turn you if you marry me. – Fine, but we sleep first, so that I knew what it feels like as human.

I’m going to puke if I ever hear that crap again. Seriously, guys, that’s ALL you can talk and think about! The books were somewhat the same about that, but at least I didn’t have to see R.Pattinson when I was reading. What were they thinking when they gave them the role of the breathtakingly beautiful young man???? Haven’t they SEEN him when he auditioned?? That’s just beyond me :(

So, waste of time and money. You go out the cinema and forget and it the next moment. I will probably go and watch Breaking Dawn when they release it though, but out of curiosity mostly. Bella is supposed to become heavenly pretty there and I wonder HOW they are going to do it (???)

And what annoys me most is that some people seriously believe that L.J.Smith took her eyes for The Vampire Diaries from S.Meyer’s “Twilight”. And no one can see that “Twilight” had been written 15 later than “The Vampire Diaries” >:(( Isn’t it crazy? It drives me nits :(((

Speaking of “The Vampire Diaries”, can’t wait for the show premiere. Well, can’t wait for September generally, this is when I apply for the UK visa in my attempt to go to A5. I’ll do my best to be there. Let’s see if they allow me to have personal leave here. I know that I really need it. Some scape from reality, plus a good trip, that I have in mind, will deffo make things better and it’ll help me to settle. I need to escape… wish I could run away forever…