Surviving, so far...

Okay then… it kinda sucks to be stuck here on the weekend, and the fact that we’ll still have 3 days of rest ahead doesn’t make it any different, really. My previous colleagues have day off today and believe me, I’m soooo jealous! Not that I have any specific plans. In fact, after what I’ve learned today most of my plans can go right to hell because there’re no guarantees… But – more about it later in my LJ. Stay tuned!

So, now I sit and have coffee and I am comfortably cold after terrible heat of the previous office. One day to go, and then the real work begins. Let’s see if I’m strong enough to handle it. I’m not the one to give up… but there’s always smth about circumstances that are out of control.


Now, let’s leave the sad stuff behind. I can complain as much as I want, but I still do have 3 days of rest ahead and it is not bad, right? The previous job taught me to love weekends. Looks like now I’m going to adore them. Mmm, got back to the sad stuff again…

Been watching “The Vampire Diaries” last night, episodes 08-09, about Bonnie being possessed by her ancestor’s ghost and about return of Logan Fell. These are good, and they’ve got Damon in there.

Damon… I guess I can’t quite get him yet. His violence surprises and scares me sometimes but on the other hand, with all his so-called hatred for Stefan, he still helps him and Elena. He’s not entirely selfish. If he came to just get Katherine back, he could have found quicker ways to get to her – like kill some people or threaten them to get her back or something. There was no need for him to stay there after that.

Yet, I think that killing Lexie was completely unjustified, and turning Vicky and killing her then, too. I liked Vicky. So, he has his flaws, but unlike Stefan in later episodes, where he got addicted to human blood, Damon is still more conscious and in control of himself. And he’s hurt. I mean he can be witty and all, but he’s hurt and doesn’t know how to deal with it. I so cannot wait for September! Season 2 is going to be a blast, I’m sure. Season 1 finale was fantastic, although I have my doubts about Jeremy’s death. Not sure he’s turn into a vampire. Something tells me that he’ll be saved before that happens, but let’s wait and see how good my intuition works.

Oh, and Internet at home didn’t work this morning. It sucks twice as much now that I cannot check my personal email at the office and all, but hope it’ll be fine by the time I get back home. I’m DL-ing some shows, you know, to survive summer hiatus, so I sort of need it. And of course I miss talking to my friends *sighs*


And this is what helps me survive! Isn’t he adorable?